My story has not as much struggle. But in Switzerland we have the emergency sirens (Large, commonly installed on public buildings. Basically, when they go off you should listen to the radio because something bad is about) and its tested once a year. Anyway, when I was 5 I was caught off guard by the sirens. I was alone in the forest and totally panicked. From that day on I always had a Bug In Pack (Every household in Switzerland has a Bomb Shelter, or at least used to).To this day, whenever I hear the siren my stomach tightens. Needless to say I like minimalist/multi-purpose and I like that everything material that is important to me I can carry.P.S.: If you ever want to try a bigger blade without bulk or heavy weight or complete loss of comfort you should try this: THE ONE