Keep on keeping on man. You have to stop thinking about what you could have done different though. There's no guarantee that going to the hospital earlier would have helped, and you can take solace in the fact that she obviously didn't suffer. If she wakes you up on a regular basis because she's cold, she would have certainly woken you up if something was seriously wrong.It's a difficult enough situation to be in as it is- you don't need to add self doubt or blame into it.Def
It's still tough even though a month has passes already. It's such a struggle in my head, on the outside I look fine but on the inside it feels like I could go crazy or I just want to scream and let it all out. I had to get some help from the doc to help me sleep and to keep me from wanting to fire folks at work. I have my moments, I think about her every min of everyday and in everything I do. I thought losing my Dad was hard but nothing compares to this. Keep praying for me, if not for friends and family I don't know what I would do.