And I know it all seems weird to want such a cheap knife but I can't help it.
Not weird at all. I spent a year searching for a $10 SanRenMu. It was the model number, 718 now long discontinued. I finally saw it at a collection pic of a member on a different forum, who agreed to sell it to me for 13 shipped. Honestly, at that point I'd have payed 50+ for it. Keep searching and good luck

For a long time I've been drooling over the torquise Spyderco Kopa, well any Kopa but that blue one is just dreamy. Getting a Spyderco calendar with all the Kopas ever made didn't help. It's way out of my price range and really a Spyderco collectors item, but one can dream.
