The study of the Bowie knife is an interesting journey. The legend of the Bowie knife can have a powerful influence on a young man full of testosterone and not much wisdom.
I lusted for the big one in the Western Knives display case at a local department store when I was 15. I never got it, but the passion was fiery!!
Maybe it's still there waiting for you? The way I see it, everyone deserves a big knife at least once in his/her life. I mean boat-anchor weight-your-pants-down big knife!