when it comes to women/relationships, the sooner things clear up, the better. You do not want her to decide you should not be together when you are too old to move on.
Prayers for you Cap. Life sucks but we are here for you buddy.
I forgot to mention. I grabbed my BO Spyderco Salt1 full serrated, Rebar, Style PS, Olight, and Maglite. They have been invaluable to me over the last few days and have saved my bacon more than a few times.